— What do you do when your mother finds out every mistake you have ever made? My first instinct was to just cry. I only fooled myself thinking I could hide it from her. She has to be the best person I know for not kicking me out of her life. Of course I got punished but for the first time I was okay with it. IM CLIMBING OUT OF THIS HOLE! I couldn’t be happier that my mother is helping me be the person I was meant to be. God I need you now! I want so badly to be the christian I was meant to be. Please forgive me.